To My Skylark

2011-12-18T20:55:00.001+08:00

somehow, i just feel dissatisfied.

everything's so mundane.

and dreary.

nothing to look forward to.

*sigh*

2011-12-08T21:08:00.000+08:00

a leopard really doesn't change its spots.

it's been a while

2011-10-26T21:46:00.000+08:00

2011-09-18T18:29:00.001+08:00

i feel suffocated.

like i'm trying so hard and nobody even cares.

i want to go some place far away where nobody knows me.

no family, no friends, nobody.

maybe i'll have some peace then.

2011-08-18T23:03:00.000+08:00

i am so fcking disgusted.

sheesh.

2011-08-06T20:39:00.000+08:00

i should really stop trying so hard.

i'm tired enough as it is.

2011-07-17T22:35:00.000+08:00

do you think, you could fall for a woman like me?

i find it hard to trust.

i need too much.

and i really don't believe in love.

2011-07-15T18:10:00.003+08:00

i am so bloody annoyed.

seriously.

men are just... urgh.

**

i've met someone that makes me feel seasick.

oh what a skill to have, oh what a skill to have

so many skills that make her distinctive.

no they're not mine to have, no they're not mine.

**

i feel like i'm in school all over again.

2011-07-11T20:57:00.002+08:00

well today was fun.

surprisingly.

hopefully the next few days will not disappoint.

hoho.

2011-07-09T20:21:00.001+08:00

l'arc en ciel is just fcking unbelievable.

<33.

2011-06-23T12:44:00.000+08:00

cosfest is THIS weekend.

fck,

i totally forgot.

2011-06-20T00:52:00.002+08:00

sooo... work starts next monday.

yeay.

finally.

2011-06-11T23:18:00.001+08:00

medical on monday.

sign on tuesday.

and i start the week after kak fatin's wedding!

=)

2011-06-10T01:01:00.001+08:00

mpa called!

2011-06-04T12:57:00.001+08:00

i can take all the madness that the world has to give but i won't last a day without you.

2011-06-03T17:33:00.001+08:00

it's been such a long time since you met my expectations.

*sigh*

am i asking for too much?

2011-05-30T17:08:00.002+08:00

nyc contacted me out of the blue.

offered me a job.

i haven't heard from mpa or pil.

super bummed.

am i being greedy?

2011-05-24T00:12:00.001+08:00

graduation tomorrow.

\m/

2011-05-22T00:42:00.001+08:00

omfg.

you are the most annoying person on the planet.

please just shut up.

2011-05-19T13:01:00.001+08:00

it's been 4 days.

why is my $200 still not in my paypal account yet dammit???

2011-05-17T00:36:00.001+08:00

men are such hypocrites.

2011-05-11T17:54:00.002+08:00

RAWRR.

mpa or pil better call me back soon.

=(

2011-05-07T00:20:00.002+08:00

when i have my own house, i'm getting this for my room.

2011-05-05T15:06:00.000+08:00

i've got an interview with mpa next wednesday.

hope i get it.

>.<

2011-04-29T13:50:00.001+08:00

i am so in love with sheldon cooper!

\m/

2011-04-25T21:23:00.002+08:00

i need a job soon.

rawrr.

this fcking sucks.

**

sial ar.

shut up PLEASE.

and fyi.

no way in hell are you going to live with me.

i don't want to jailed for man slaughter.

sheesh.

also.

since when have i ever looked for you when i needed anything?

primary school was it?

i think you're forgetting who you're talking to.

long before i ever had a boyfriend, i already couldn't depend on you.

phail.

2011-04-24T00:38:00.003+08:00

omg.

i just found this awesome website.

once i start working, i am NEVER buying a tshirt from anywhere else.

i swear.

OMFG THEY EVEN OBSCURE CHARACTERS LIKE MEDUSA.

thank you god.

2011-04-23T20:46:00.002+08:00

i remember years ago someone told me i should take caution when it comes to love.

i did.

**

screw you.

tomorrow after tuition, i'm going home to change and then spend hours immersed in the legacy of the Nova Corps.

*&^hole.

2011-04-22T21:28:00.000+08:00

see you in 4 days.

maybe.

2011-04-22T16:00:00.001+08:00

i hate being used as an excuse when you don't have enough balls to admit the truth.

so.

fcking.

goddamn.

annoying.

2011-04-20T10:48:00.000+08:00

<3.

2011-04-19T14:58:00.000+08:00

unemployed.

again.

rawrr.

2011-04-09T14:51:00.002+08:00

lots to do this weekend.

i won't be able to meet kylie until next NEXT saturday.

major bummer.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i need to get me some TMGE songs by tomorrow also.

otherwise i'd be dead bored during the train rides.

TO MONDAY!

2011-04-08T18:00:00.003+08:00

i am finally employed.

\m/

the starting pay is waaaaaaay below my expectations BUT.

i am confident that with my performance it'll get there soon enough.

haha.

attitude ey.

so i start next monday.

2011-04-07T13:38:00.001+08:00

first interview today!

2011-04-06T13:52:00.000+08:00

i am officially a free woman.

(^o^)v

2011-04-05T13:03:00.002+08:00

i didn't log out from my fb a/c when my dad used the laptop.

he added himself and my sister.

tagged himself and his friends on my album.

spamming my feed and inbox.

-.-

this is why i don't want to add my parents on fb.

serial spammers.

i don't like having lots of people tagged in my albums.

i don't like having my feed spammed.

i just don't like.

grr.

2011-04-03T22:47:00.003+08:00

even though you were a jerk, i still came and helped.

even though you didn't talk to me, i still stayed until my family had to leave.

even though you were ungrateful, i still smiled and entertained your family.

ha. ha.

**

i'm sure if the rolls were reversed you would never have done those things for me.

actually.

even when i asked nicely you still didn't do it for me.

hey.

i'm sick of you.

leave me alone okay?

2011-04-01T23:06:00.004+08:00

so i talked to hadi online.

haven't spoken to him since i started ITP.

now that i think about it, first year was the best year of poly life.

when everyone was still together and it was just about having fun.

and i remembered the music i listened to back then.

i miss TMGE.

maybe i'll drop by NLB one of these days.

they have quite an extensive collection of TMGE's albums.

and they're so fcking awesome live too.

haha i remember thinking how cool it'd be if shiina and chiba had a baby.

lmao.

**

and i don't care how old he is.

with his slanted eyes and crooked teeth.

the sexiest man that ever walked this earth.

2011-03-31T18:16:00.002+08:00

still no word.

arghh this is so frustrating.

it's been almost a month.

wtf.

am i doing something wrong?!?!?!?!

-.-

i.

fcking.

hate.

this.

2011-03-24T22:16:00.002+08:00

still nothing.

*sigh*

i like it when i go to bed and Minun starts meowing, stopping only after i answer her.

or when i shower and Plusle hops onto the toilet bowl and waits for me.

i think my kittens are awesome.

and!

i've cut their nails so i don't have any more scars all over me now.

yeay.

2011-03-22T13:46:00.003+08:00

diploma awarded!

and a B- for CCA.

haha.

awesome.

most surprising thing though was my B+ for Maritime Law.

gpa still 2.3.

stupid mice.

who ask you to get so many 'P's.

>.<

anywaaaaaaaaaaay.

NO MORE SCHOOL.

\m/

**

you can make time to go jogging with your friend.

and outing with your colleagues.

hah.

i don't need some half-assed leftover spare time you have on your hands.

i'm so over this.

2011-03-21T16:08:00.002+08:00

so fcking stupid.

sheesh.

it's already been a week.

urgent my ass.

hope you get mugged, stabbed and dumped in a drain bitch.

2011-03-20T18:44:00.001+08:00

i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed a job.

>.<

2011-03-18T14:21:00.003+08:00

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

CALL ME ALRDY DAMMIT!

2011-03-16T22:30:00.001+08:00

*sigh*

somebody call me soon.

preferably keppel.

thanks.

2011-03-14T23:35:00.001+08:00

there's a vacancy for Comm Officer (Estimating) at Keppel FELS.

min diploma in engineering and 2 years experience but fck i want it!

just apply larr.

i hope i get a call back at least.

2011-02-28T14:19:00.003+08:00

i think plusle doesn't love me anymore.

=(

he only sleeps at my feet now.

on the other hand minun's always all over me.

and she doesn't bother retracting her claws.

grr.

i have half a dozen scratches on my leg from her.....

2011-02-18T16:42:00.001+08:00

run me over with a truck why don't you.

i'm so fcking bored.

i have no idea why i put with it.

let's just not and see how you like it.

2011-02-15T21:01:00.002+08:00

plusle keeps biting my butt for some reason.

and scratching it.

and kicking it.

then he dozes off with his claws are still in my jeans.

-.-

2 more papers to go!

2011-02-13T22:51:00.001+08:00

EXAMS START TOMORROW.

last week of school.

i'll be a free woman in 4 days.

fck yeah.

2011-02-12T00:13:00.000+08:00

cause i see sunset in your eyes.

2011-02-08T20:35:00.003+08:00

i know i said it's fine if you hate me.

i lied.

it's fcking killing me.

but i've been hurting way too long.

either way it sucks for me.

and i need to get a move on soon.

all the times we had and all i got was an 'ok. thk u. take care'.

heh.

i hate this part right here.

maybe you'll never understand what i was talking about.

it's okay though.

i love you.

**

if we're meant to, we'll fall back to each other.

that's what keeps me going.

2011-02-05T14:59:00.002+08:00

just read reborn chapter 324.

adelheid got owned by hibari.

after all that tough talking.

she barely even lifted a finger.

just the stupid diamond defense and blizardroids.

disappointed.

what a bitch.

2011-02-01T22:35:00.001+08:00

aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh i feel cheated.

my patience is running thin.

so fcking pissed off.

maybe this just isn't for me.

how do i know if it's time to call it quits?

=(

2011-01-31T19:40:00.000+08:00

feeling unappreciated.

-.-

2011-01-29T23:02:00.001+08:00

you don't need me right.

fine.

get caught in the rain.

get sick for all i fcking care.

you sure as hell don't.

stupid egotistical bastard.

screw you.

2011-01-28T16:42:00.002+08:00

i'm watching Pokemon Best Wishes.

soooooooooooooooo much better than the US series.

=)

2011-01-27T21:31:00.001+08:00

today i very rajen upload pics on fb.

XD

2011-01-22T12:46:00.000+08:00

awesomee!! \m/

2011-01-18T20:54:00.007+08:00

guess what i bought today!

XD

heeeeeee.

looking forward to friday.

(^^;)v

***

just watched Drop.

about old school japanese delinquents.

not much for the plot but the gangfights were AWESOMEE.

2011-01-17T20:28:00.000+08:00

amy bought me dendeng today.

heeee.

XD.

2011-01-15T14:39:00.004+08:00

so i've been watching Ryusei no Kizuna on Mei Ah and all this while there's this actress who i thought looked damn familiar but i just couldn't remember who.

i only recognized her as mika nakashima after she started singing.

she looked damn skinny.

poor thing.

i don't know if she's overworked or if it's her personal choice to be a size zero.

either way it's damn sad.

she sounds awesome as usual though.

2011-01-09T15:50:00.001+08:00

stumped on pplops.

i have another... 1300 words.

fck.

this is rubbish sia.

so bloody retarded.

-.-

2010-12-27T20:01:00.002+08:00

will be heading to KL this friday for cousin's engagement.

by bus.

7 hours of nausea.

yeayy.

should be coming back sunday night.

should be.

i miss the dodo bird.

it's been raining almost everyday.

wish i had a pair of wellingtons.

damn it.

i need to get this mlaw paper done.

shoot.

2010-11-24T10:59:00.001+08:00

Fake Fellow - Shiina Ringo

Are you hurting?
Feel like dying?

I wonder
Do theatrics
Ease your pain or
Feed a hungry soul

Hysterics
Overreaction

I wonder
Why my feelings
Play supporting
To your leading role

I’m disillusioned by your ways
Your prancing on a paper stage
The curtain call has come

Final scene, you change your act
And don a grownup stoic mask
Too late, bow, we’re done

No, please just go
I’ve nothing more to say
So no, let it go
There’s nothing left to say

A virtuoso on the stage
Your every move exuded grace
I was overcome

I recited lines by heart
Scripted by your flawless art
I am much to blame

Forget these days
I won’t play house again
So, forget this time
I’ll keep my secrets mine

2010-10-25T15:48:00.000+08:00

so i guess this is it.

2010-10-21T12:05:00.001+08:00

sometimes i think you're just plain stupid.

wireless@sg is so fcking slow it's irritating.

sheesh.

stupid.

i can't even read manga with this shit.

fcking nonsense.

2010-09-02T12:39:00.002+08:00

2 things to look forward tomorrow.

last paper.

and reborn 304!!

let's see what the bangle of the sun is worth.

2010-08-31T14:05:00.001+08:00

this year's eoy is at TRCC?

not sure if it's a good thing bringing all that commotion into a neighbourhood.

O.o

2010-08-29T16:21:00.000+08:00

ICA starts tomorrow beeeeeeeeeeeeeach.

2010-08-18T00:29:00.001+08:00

first thing i'm going to do once my phone'ss repaired is to put in my whole KISS album!

2010-08-16T22:19:00.001+08:00

it's going to be sucky for the next 2 months.

rawrr.

2010-08-14T23:31:00.001+08:00

ladies and gents, my phone is yet again out of order.

yes the fcking new one.

bullshit rightt.

arghh.

screw you nokia.

and you too sony ericsson.

2010-07-28T15:17:00.002+08:00

i haven't made a bento to for amy in a long time.

**pleaselethimbeassignedtothepostthissaturday**

i want to try making potato salad.

need lots of mayo.

i can freeze some fruit as well.

and some chicken.

amy needs lots of chicken!

something healthy.

ey i need to sneak in some greens also!!!

ninja veggies.

2010-07-23T12:32:00.000+08:00

"This might be good news if Yukimura stops being such a pussy soon. She's riding on everyone else's shoulders; bitch needs to be dropped."

yess!

2010-07-21T19:28:00.001+08:00

useless piece of trash.

**

amy saved the day.

yeay.

was like thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis close to rampaging in the library.

i love you yummy amy many2.

THANK YOU!!

2010-07-20T10:37:00.002+08:00

wow.

10 pax per group.

lecturer ni mcm bastard kite je....

O.o

why are all the bad students (like me) leaders???!?!?!?

2010-07-14T14:29:00.002+08:00

my mother's killing my outgoing.

siols.

i am looking forward to the checkup next monday.

hopefully everything's fine and dandy.

so my paranoia doesn't go on a rampage every time i get stomach cramps.

painting amy's room was a success!

pretty much.

(except the area above the a/c.)

good job bf-さま!

2010-07-09T23:18:00.001+08:00

you dodo bird.

2010-07-06T14:37:00.002+08:00

feeling so much better right now.

no more nausea and stomach cramps.

no giddiness.

no more pills. just need to finish my antibiotics.

yeayy.

i love you amy and mimi.

FOREVERRR!!!!!!

\m/

2010-07-04T15:26:00.002+08:00

omg.

chizuru how useless are you.

worthless piece of crap of a woman.

-.-

just die already.

**

hopefully my final appointment will be tomorrow.

i don't want to be sick anymore.

i want to be able to take bus rides and train rides and walk and walk and walk.

in the end i couldn't go to cosfest this year too.

but, health is more important.

lucky i have amy and mimi.

i've been so shit scared these past few days i'd never get any sleep if it weren't for the pills.

tomorrow.

2010-06-17T20:55:00.000+08:00

because my boyfriend would rather commit seppuku than pacify me.

that's just the way it is.

2010-06-16T19:52:00.003+08:00

back from pd.

tired.

nauseous.

road trips + stinky fruits are a very bad combination.

>.<

but it's been a while since the whole family had so much fun.

too bad abg nas and abg hafiz weren't there.

it was a good introduction to the new member of the family too, abg faisal's fiance.

shashing!

2010-06-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

大人なりたい。

one down.

two more to go.

aye!

2010-06-08T13:35:00.001+08:00

i'm having very bad stomach cramps.

grr.

**

nothing's going in....

>.<

i need more glucose dammit!!!!

2010-06-06T19:57:00.001+08:00

you are such a drama queen.

2010-06-05T17:29:00.004+08:00

my brain is all dried up.

>.<

amyfasterfasterfinishwork.

one more day to ICA.

rawrr.

2010-06-01T10:41:00.001+08:00

amy's working day on the 4th.

and 5th.

he's gt flu vaccination and ippt on the 3rd.

i have tuition after school on the 2nd.

sucks.

2010-05-29T12:55:00.002+08:00

toda erika is pretty.

i'm really not interested in all these anymore.

*sigh*

nuts.

note to self: cosfest discussion today.

2010-05-27T01:50:00.001+08:00

i want to vomit ar.

2010-05-16T16:28:00.001+08:00

raise the dead on your turntable.

2010-05-13T23:14:00.001+08:00

welcome to the family sharon.

<3.

2010-05-08T20:19:00.000+08:00

being hormonal makes me thirsty.

2010-05-07T10:30:00.002+08:00

i'm tired of not being allowed to get upset.

i'm tired of always being yelled at.

i'm tired of doubting myself.

i'm really tired.

you've done a lot of things.

you've yelled vulgarities at me like nobody's business.

you've smashed things.

you've thrown things at me.

you've even hit me.

in public.

yet you've only come close to begging for forgiveness only once.

once.

most times you apologise by text.

sometimes you don't apologise at all.

or until i ask you to.

you have your pride and your temper.

what the hell do you need me for?

2010-05-06T15:18:00.000+08:00

*snip*

2010-05-02T23:51:00.001+08:00

&8%$ you.

and your high and mighty pedestal.

2010-04-27T18:04:00.001+08:00

why the hell do i have to be dragged into this stupid shit?

never ending drama.

that's all you are.

i don't want to be a part of this.

i want out.

we want out.

2010-04-24T00:37:00.002+08:00

Dear George,

I WILL FCKING BURN YOU.

do you understand me?

I WILL FCKING BURN YOU, YOU USELESS PIECE OF CRAP.

I DONT FCKING CARE IF YOU'RE A HEAVY POLLUTANT.

useless shit.

i will burn you.

2010-04-22T20:31:00.002+08:00

my cheeks hurt from smiling.

siols.

i think i'll be adding some pictures on fb.

MY FEET ARE FCKING ACHING.